Here I am (One week before 29)

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I sit and I write.

I fight with myself, with the distractions, with a million thoughts raging in my mind. The desire to sit and do nothing is strong. What a strange existence I experience.

Over the years, I thought I would have accomplished so much more. At 23, I told my grandmother I would be well off by 25. She passed away a few years after the deadline. 28 and a week closer to 29 and here I am, chasing the same tail, stumbling through the same string of thoughts I had when I was less than a quarter-century old.

Still, I sit and write.

I’ve been doing this since I was 8… or was it 10? I can’t remember. I do remember that I’ve always been in love with Dinosaurs. It was the first thing I learned how to draw, or better put, how to create. I was pretty good at it too.

Now I’m only a fragment of what I once was. I suppose this can be considered a silver lining. If I continue to run in circles, perhaps I can rediscover who I once was, perhaps this is what I’ve been searching for the whole time.

Author: Jona

Jonathan is a Health and Wellness Content Writer. Devoting his time to increase exposure to the general public of the importance of living a healthier lifestyle, both inside and out. His primary goal is to enrich the lives of those he's fortunate enough to reach. Jona has more than five years of writing experience with a little over a decade spent on learning the fundamentals of health and wellness.

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